Once upon a Time

Once upon a Time

Once upon a time I loved deeply. Then one day the object of my love began to frighten me.

Fear grew and behaviors began to twist. Unchecked, fear took over and the one I once loved so deeply I began to hate.

 

The Clock Ticked 

Once upon a time, Hate grew and twisted the outward expression even further. It began to turn in on itself.

Without conscious recognition I began to hate myself. Twisted to the point of being unrecognizable, I began to cry for help.

 

An eternity Long Ago

Once upon a time, the only Ones to hear me were not of this Earth. I wasted precious time doubting I was heard at all yet, little by little I began to recognize small things, small miracles.

So small were the changes no one else could see them. No one believed me. I did not listen to the clucking of others.

 

Inconceivable Duration

Once upon a time I choose to separate myself from them so I could grow unhindered. I saw what others couldn’t and I know now that this journey was for me alone. The nearly imperceptible changes of courage and budding love brought no fanfare. For this reason, an unshakeable trust for my inner process grew deeper and gained strength.

Yes, this was my journey from love to hate and back. No one could have done it for me. That is the way of evolving in life.  It is an inside job. Much time has passed. Love and Light has shattered and consumed both hatred and fear.

Once again I Am free to love and be loved as it was in the beginning.

Love, Astara

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